The Learned

When the heart can't cope anymore it shuts down. Can't feel anything when you're broken. -- learning to die. When cleaning trash Hold your breath  When sacrificing relationships  Remove heart temporarily  from the equation. When you're operating Use high dosage  of anaesthetics. Place patient in a deep sleep. They won't feel They won't know They won't suffer They'll just disappear  For a while Until it's over "It won't matter You'll be better" Starting to wonder If it'll help To be schizophrenic No pride lost No offence taken  No memory kept Of what's happened A new person Every few minutes A different person in a second Just a rant  From a human I'm human, too Don't be disappointed  -- keeping it real  Everyone goes through  It's never enjoyable nor a walk  in the park Life goes on Wake me up when it's over Having a breakdown  Just don't burst  Into tears again When saying goodbye People are difficult  t...

Australia's native heritage was the land before it was Australia. But Australia and the people who called it Australia and made the country of Australia what it is today, our founding fathers, are Christians and Australia the country was built on Christian principles.

Q: I have PTSD but baptism is supposed to be in the sea. I've had really bad experiences and too traumatized to be baptized in the sea.  A: All that trauma should be gone once you are baptized. That's the point of getting baptized. It's much more than just dedicating our lives to God. It means putting to death our old self and being born again as a whole new person. Whoever you were before is not you anymore. Some people even get a new name when they are born again. The devil cannot accuse you of what you have done before because that wasn't you. That was a different person -- that person has died. You are a brand new creation. Whatever addiction or trauma or sickness is supposed to be gone when you emerge out of the water. 2 Corinthians 5:7 Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.

Q: What's one thing taught in school that was proven wrong in real life? A: That one race has more privileges over any other and more rights over the land just because they arrived first. And that whoever built this great country and made it what it is today with schools and hospitals and civilization should prioritise the "masters" of the land and give them more benefits and privileges than anyone else who lives there including the descendents of those who made that country great in the first place 

Nightmares, sleep paralysis, etc. Call Jesus.  Also, before you sleep, ask your hubby to pray over you and cover you in the blood of Jesus. Or cover yourself in the blood of Jesus by saying, "I cover myself in the blood of Jesus, in Jesus' name." And then go to sleep -- you can also play worship songs while you sleep. You can listen to Jesus Image services on YouTube.

That's a self righteousness and judgement tone. If we read the book of James and Ekklesiastes, we will learn that there are many preachers out there with different tones because they carry different messages but they all carry the heart of God and what the Spirit is saying to the church, even if it's not something we want to hear, it is not just good for us but the timely message of God.  Read James 4 and try that out loud yourself. I did. Imagine you're James the preacher. That's a pretty strong sermon right there. But I'm pretty sure James was called of God. Parents have to be loving and kind but sometimes, they give us a long lecture and it's hard to swallow but good for us. Sometimes Jesus is not the gentle, meek and kind lover but the fiery prophet with a whip. I dare not judge that they are not from God, especially those heavily anointed, appointed and called by God. Who am I to judge?  I don't always enjoy every church I go to and I do have my fair sh...